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fontanel

...has entered a year of silence
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  • Deviant for 17 years
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...I am a west coast resident now...
I keep looking for you.
Dear Fontanel,

Over the past year and more, I have come to deeply regret my words of resentment and my rash behaviour toward you in your last weeks here. Nothing justified them, and I did not give you your space, nor the respect you deserved as someone I called a friend.

Not wishing to repeat my mistake, I have looked for you only to apologize. There is nothing here but sand in the wind but still I see you in dreams sometimes and we share a smile or a laugh. And while I can never be sure you will receive my apology, I feel I must at least try to repair the damage I did. And if per chance you see my words here, then that much might be right that I have wronged, or at least you shall know that I mean you all the best.

I have lived here in San Diego now for a long while. I am always grateful for the extra shade of wonder you added here. I still see your beauty reflected in every stretch of sand and every flower and every tree in this region of warmth and light. The gifts you gave me I am blessed with always.

I am so sorry for the wrongs I did you, and would that I could take them back I would. I have never felt it likely that I will see you again, but unlike so many bonds that have broken, some part of this one has, despite changing attentions and feelings, remained. To that part of myself I owe these words.

love,
Jade
:drunk: ... :burp:... :giggle:

Thinking of you!
(And enjoying rum and coke) :P
I was thinking of you today, and yesterday. I had a dream that was very much your photographs...